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April 24, 2009

I didn’t get up until 10:50 in the morning. After breakfast, I went on to cook my lunch. These days, I’m used to have meals while watching movies. I have finished <Friends>. Sometimes, when I was doing something, the plot of the soup opera might appear in my mind all of a sudden. I even had a dream that I spoke English. I felt disconsolate and lonely without <Friends>. I really missed the days with <Friends>.laoyouji100521

April 22, 2009

 
I hadn’t gone out for about 10 days. I didn’t know what people are wearing outside. This afternoon I had an interview. I wore a thin sweater and a coat. On subway, I saw some guys wearing short-sleeve T-shirt, others wearing shirts. Nobody were wearing sweater, except me. But it was really cold in the underground with air conditioners. I thought they probably felt cold in their T-shirts.

The interview was terrible. I said a lot of stupid words because I hadn’t spoken to people expect Isspy, Damevi and Ann. It was really weird to speak to strangers. They asked me some questions I’ve never heard. I knew they loved my works, but my stupid answers might frighten them. If I’m an interviewer, the interviewee says “I’m shy; I think it’s hard for me to join a new company and communicate with new colleagues.” “I think I’m weird because I always spend a lot of time on details even if other people think its good enough.” What do I think? I saw their surprised expressions.

 

 

郁郁不乐

要不是因为今天发工资,真想回家睡觉去。

不过近来已经迟到早退很严重了,就算里间那老女人不向老板打小报告,我自己也有点不好意思了。有时候很恨自己,为什么宁可牺牲自己的利益,也要在别人眼里看起来活得规规矩矩与世无争,让人说不出一句闲话。

最后一天来公司上班的黄姑娘说自从上一个主管走了就再没拿过提成,也就是说自从我当主管就再没拿过提成……汗啊……

心情好了一个星期,又自由落体了。……